PeanutButterAndJamSandwichTwentySix

RUMOURS CLUB (Granville Street)

Time Is Passing

My memories of this period are even more shattered than the Turret Club. I always seemed to be missing something and someone and I always knew who that someone was but it would be too long and too late to finally admit to myself; the love that was cemented way down deep inside and aching to get out. Eventually I ran to something else only to turn a corner and find that shadow following me.

Johnny Cash did a song called " I Still Miss Someone" The lines in it go as follows

At my door the leaves are falling 
A cold wild wind has come
Sweethearts walk by together
And I still miss someone

I go out on a party
And look for a little fun
But I find a darkened corner
because I still miss someone

Oh, no I never got over those blues eyes
I see them every where
I miss those arms that held me
When all the love was there

I wonder if she's sorry
For leavin' what we'd begun
There's someone for me somewhere
And I still miss someone

Just change the " she " to " he " and the person leaving to " me ". The words never rang so true, I do see them everywhere. And I do still miss someone.

Two friends of mine ( Jeff and [[WendellEnman?|Wendell]] ) used to ask me if I had given up on LOVE or having a RELATIONSHIP and I never knew exactely how to answer. My answer today would be that I never lost love to give up on it and a relationship is always possible but that someone has some big shoes to fill.

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